29 April 2012

my weekend ...


* a Zaxby's grilled chicken salad and some toppings off some pizza (no gluten, no carb spikage)

* a birthday party for the bro

* Brody nipping his ball in the air ... BAM!! ... right between hubs' eyes

* on that same night -  the back of my skull + lift-up/roll-over while Anj is also rolling over + Anj's face = Anj's bloody nose at 1:00 am

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* a new dress

* car accident = dude who looked hypnotized driving his car head-on into my mom's car - at a gas pump

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* $16 worth of BBQ and stew, and a 2-liter Diet Coke that we never consumed

* driving over an hour for a reunion ... and some confusion that maybe wasn't a reunion after all?

* some senior portraits

* back at the same BBQ place about an hour and a half later - this time for burgers - that we actually did eat.

* good food, good friends, a couple episodes of Total Blackout, and a dog named Bo

* some sausage, eggs, and cheese scrambled together

* spring cleaning of vehicles party - Sylvia looks fresh (and she got some fresh air in her tires, thx to hubs) and Anj's truck got a new Mr. Wuf sticker ... whoop! whoop!

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* after cleanin up Sylvia, sweatin and lookin funk, I decided I might as well get my redneck woman on and get some sun on my casper white legs

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* Brody also enjoyed the sunshine, and enjoyed the latest from Southern Living 

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Hope your weekend was full of fabulous.

27 April 2012

Today Is My Brother's Birfdayyy!!

I'm really hoping, that by posing for this picture, and entrusting his girlfriend to take it with her phone,  he won't strangle me once he sees this. 

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I love you, Shug! Thanks for all you do for me!!

Muah!



25 April 2012

Diabetes - day to day

I've been diabetic for over 23 years. I have been blessed to not have any complications. I have only passed out from a low blood sugar once. I've never been hospitalized since being diagnosed.  I'm not on any meds or treatments for anything else diabetes related (except not eating gluten - there is research that there is a correlation between gluten intolerance/Celiac's Disease and Type I's).
GOD IS GOOD.

But, it is very trying. I hate when things don't make sense. And for me, I check blood sugars up to ten times a day. I have an insulin pump. And a continuous blood glucose monitor. These pieces of technology are miraculous. But they are not perfect. They are not cure-alls. My blood sugars do not stay the same for more than four days at a time. I am a control freak. And this pisses me the eff off.

I don't intend for this to be a venting post. Rather, it will be a "here's my diabetes story and where I am now, wanna chat?" post. But, if it does sound like venting, well, it is what it is. From following various blogs, facebook pages, reading various articles, online forums, I have learned one thing: All diabetics are different. And what works for one might not work for all. Or anyone else, for that matter. But, it sure helps to hear some happy.

Fair warning - I am about to discuss how being female makes this disease IMPOSSIBLE. (For me, anyway). Well, not impossible. I am grateful to be alive and in the good shape that I am in, considering. But, it is a constant curve ball, fo sho.
After months of chaos and inconsistency, I started taking note in my calendar each month on which days I would see severe (seemingly random) SPIKES in blood sugar (after a week of being near perfection). Many women have fluctuations in sugars around ovulation and the time of their period. These spikes would go on for several days. (You look for patterns over the course of several days before making changes to your insulin regimen or your pump's rates.) So, of course, after seeing said patterns for several days in a row, I change them. PSYCH!
My body is saying,
"I was just kidding. I only wanted to be high as hell for about four days. Since you've adjusted all your rates up, I am over this shiz, and would like to bottom out all the time. While you are working. While you are driving. While you are sleeping. While you are in meetings. And, since you have this handy sensor that you thought was going to make everything all magical, I will show you who's boss by forcing the sensor to holler all day and night and drive you out of your ever loving mind."
(Really, my body says these things to me.)

Soooo.... after months of taking notes on a calendar, I saw no patterns really. Maybe two months would look the same, and the third and fourth month would be something different. Well, great. My shit's different every friggin month. Fabulous.

So, my most recent thing is:

1) I don't eat more than 15g of carbs at breakfast because my blood has been spiking like hell after breakfast.

2) I try to eat between 30 and 40g at lunch, supper, and at a bedtime snack.

3) Any "in between" meals are pretty much nuts, cheese, or pork skins (carbLESS! yay!!!)

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4) I have started to keep a "diabeetus journal" ...
the notes about spiking and dropping on the calendar weren't giving me enough information. In the journal, I write what changes I make to my rates, why, what happened, etc ... EVERY day.


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Thanks to Medtronic and modern technology, I can upload all the data shared between my sensor (continuous blood glucose monitoring), my pump (actually delivers the insulin) and my meter (checks my blood sugar, and sends the reading to my pump). Typically, an endocrinologist could look at your data for the past several weeks, and make suggestions, like, "Increase your lunch time bolus from x to y." Or, "let's decrease your midnight basal from x to y." Or, "When you see two up arrows, do the correction that the pump suggests plus an additional 10%."

But, lately, my sugars have been so random that she can't make any decisions because she isn't seeing enough of a pattern. So, hopefully my new carb and scheduling rules will help.

At 28 years old, I am realizing, truly realizing - for the first time what an emotional disease diabetes is. I am starting to wonder too, if a lot of these sporadic, inconsistent sugars are coming from stress ...

If you are a diabetic who's reading, I'd love to hear from you. What sites do you find helpful? What is working for you?



24 April 2012

Spring Game + if it ain't broke, LEAVE IT ALONE!!

Well. I was gonna write some kind of apology about how I've been missing. Then, I thought to myself, "Screw that. I been busy."

Then - I was gonna write a post about the Spring Game this weekend...

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But, Photobucket PISSED ME OFF because WHERE THE HELL is the collage maker? And you know what's better? When you email them for SUPPORT, they send you to the mother of pearl website! NO shit, Sherlock. I already been there. Where is it?!?  I mean, without the collage maker, I put RANDOM pics on here - muy grande style - like these, that would definitely be better displayed small, and mixed in with some other shiz :

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and this ...

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and this ...  

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and this ...

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and this ...

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and this ... 

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and this picture of ....

MY NEW RIDE!!

Y'all won't believe what happened ...


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Crazy story: They were doing a drawing from some raffle deal you fill out when you enter the gates ... for the "NC State SUV". Anj and I had just had a conversation about how I never win anything. Then, we were about to leave, because the bottom was about to fall out. So, they keep saying this number over and over and I'm like, "Damn! Whose number is that?!" Ummm .... it was mine. Whaaaaat?!?

Can y'all believe that shiz?!

Well, you shouldn't, because I did not win this car. Ha! Can y'all imagine me in that thing?

But, the true part is, the bottom did fall out.

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Sad.

But, it was fun while it lasted, and now I am SO READY for tailgating and football season, frands!

PS - Not in love with Blogger's new interface. Or Photobucket's shit, as previously mentioned. Annnnd, I HATE FACEBOOK TIMELINE! Hate! I wish we could sign a petition to freeze things in time so change would NEVER occur. And, my computer is ON ITS LAST LEG. Homegirl is SLOW. AS. MOLASSES. pisses me offfffffffff.

That is all for now. 

17 April 2012

Anj // Matt

Aiight, so this is not exactly a new post, but you see, this chick, this chick, and this chick are hosting a link up ... and although I'm being a terrible, terrible bloggy friend because mine doesn't have the "always, sometimes, never" theme (because this is an old post) ... I had to share this post with them because it's so fitting.
Although I personally, do not have a celeb twin, I immediately thought of the hubs and this post I wrote awhile back:





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Just sayin'. 



15 April 2012

a conversation with Brody

It went like this: 

Mama was in bed, reading her Kindle, and I came in to say hello, and naturally, Brody was layin in there with her. Brody jumped in on the conversation. As I began this post, I thought, 'How can I put Brody's voice into words?' ... Well, friends, here's the best I can do ... imagine a black lab, wearing a robe and slippers, smoking a cigar in his study. That's how Brody's voice sounded. 

Anyhoo ...

We started talking about our pasts, apparently, because Brody casually disclosed that he had nine kids.

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Mama and I look at each other, like, "I know damn well he doesn't. After all, Brody's manhood was taken at a pretty young age." 

So, we decide to question him further. "What are their names?" Mama pried. He rolled off some names, but the only one I recall is 'Tennessee'. {??!?!}

I further investigated, "Were they all from the same litter or more than one?" 

"They were from two litters - and I had more on the way in a third litter, when I got the call." 

"The call?" I asked.

"Yes. They called to tell me that I could no longer have children," he said solemnly. (I guess maybe he slept through the surgery, and when he woke up, didn't realize what had transpired, so the phone call was a shock?)

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WEIRD dream, y'all. And I didn't even eat dairy before bed.

Linked up:

13 April 2012

Whattuppppp, Shuga Lumps?!?

Guess what?

IT'S FRIDAY. And you ain't got no job. And you ain't got shiz to do. 

Here is a random playlist for your enjoyment. I must confess - Anj's Indie Radio shiz is startin to rub off. Oops.

Warning - if you are work, this has a handful of grown up words. ;)



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Happy Weekending!

xo

12 April 2012

photo dump

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1. Manpower needed to move the camper shell from one truck to another // we bought a new mattress!
2. Gluten-free livin = peanut butter & jelly rice cake
3. LL Beans (pre-chewed by BrAdy - not BrOdy - good story if you haven't read it yet) and a seriously altered Randarita (more details below).
4. Love ranch.

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1. Mr. Wuf
2. Supa Tasty
3. True Story - my SIL had this made for her hubs' truck
4. Mmm. Hot chocolate with LOTS of whipped cream

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1. brew
2. geese at the store
3. anniversary flowers
4. dilated eye via diabetic eye exam

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1. velodrome
2. Charlotte
3. alteration of Miranda Lambert's Randarita (I used regular Crystal Light Lemonade instead of Raspberry)
4. too cold outside for plants all of a sudden :(

Tha's all for now ...

10 April 2012

dreamin {special thanks to Diet Coke & Starbucks}

Whattup, peeps? Guess what? I may have had 3 Diet Cokes and a Grande Mocha Frappucino in a 2 - 2.5 hr. time frame. Welcome aboard. 

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I decided, I am in love with the great state of NC, and am clearly favored by God to be born and raised here - and, in the south in general, really. (No offense to you shugpies from somewhere else. Thanks for readin. ;)  )  Anyhoo, I have spent a great deal of my life in a car - either ridin or drivin back and forth between NC, SC and VA. No complaints here. ;)

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I was born in the northern part of NC, within a half hour or so from the Virginia line - in a town where there's not a lot to do. Sooo, drivin to VA happened on the reg.

 Also, my dad's job moved us around a good bit growin up, and as a result, I've lived in several towns in NC, as well as a 2.5 year stay in VA. Since being an adult, I've also lived in SC twice ... so far. ;)  Once at the beach, once on the state line. I have spent, and still do spend, A LOT of hours ridin back and forth, between 2 or 3 towns, 2 or 3 times a month. And as I've mentioned before, I LOVE TO RIDE. To me it is straight up therapy. No yackin. No phone ringin. No email. Just my music. My car. My windows down.

In NC - you see lots of rolling hills, wild flowers, farmland, ponds, lakes, mountains, beaches ... hear blue grass, have pig-pickins and buy stew to raise money for a cause. People are nice when you stop for gas in a random town. Strangers say ma'am when you buy groceries. Yes, I love it. 

I especially love it in fall and summer - fresh air and ridin for hours. Today, I left from the Charlotte area to meet a friend in the Greensboro area for lunch. I was telling her how much I dream of an old house on a bit of land, close enough to family, but not close enough to neighbors to shake their hand out my bedroom window. I don't wanna hear what you're doin in your house. I don't want to wave at yo ass every time I check the mail. No offense.

Anyhoo - on my ride back, I just thanked God for a beautiful day, and for havin him raise me where he did. Just gorgeous. 

As I was rockin out to my radio on the way home, I heard both of these songs, which I am totally obsessed with.

Yes - Dirt Road Anthem is old, but it's my blog, and I say it's still magical. 


The other song - Fly Over States reminds me of the beauty that's often overlooked in a small town. Y'all know I LOVE ME some Jason Aldean.


I guess you learn to love whatever you grew up with. (Or maybe for some people, the opposite?) And the world is full of beautiful places. And while I like a little taste of downtown city life every now and then,  I'll take the sound of crickets over the sound of traffic and nightlife any day. 

Peace out, sugar lumps.

09 April 2012

Diabetes Advice: Maybe stop eating around the clock ... ?

Haha.

This is what my endocrinologist said to me at my last appointment regarding my sugars going up and down and round and round. Maybe she worded it a little differently. But - I LOVE to eat. And I feel hungry ALL THE TIME. Or, at least every 2.5 hours. So, I tend to snack all day, rather than eating a massive amount at once. {Althoughhh, sometimes I do both. :( } This is the first time I've uploaded sugars for her to look at, and it's such a whack mess that she's like, "Ummmm."

So, recently, (ignoring this weekend - yikes!) I've been trying to eat 3 solid meals a day  - and one (carb-containing snack) at close to the same times everyday. Each "feeding time" will be approximately 35-40 carbs, and low fat. This will help to hopefully see clear patterns and remove the guesswork from eating at all odd hours of the day - different amounts of carbs - fat here, no fat there, blah, blah, blah. 

If you are a diabetic and reading this, please hear me: eating fat + carbs together (like my beloved french fries/tater tots/hashbrowns) = havoc. I love em, but they jack my sugars up. Then I feel less in control. Which leads to pissed-off-ness. No bueno. Also, I think, being diabetic, I SEE the extra work it is on your body to process crap like fries and burgers. So, non-diabetic peeps' bodies are struggling to deal with foods like that too, they just don't have data via blood sugar uploads that I do. So much easier for the liver and pancreas to deal with low fat, lower carbs at a time. I can say, even though diabetes annoys the crap out of me, it does force me to treat my body better than I probably would if I weren't diabetic.

Anyway, this new plan means I HAVE BEEN HAWNGRY. 

So, to "cope", I allow extra snacks, but they gots to be fatty and proteiny and really low carb. (Keep me full, but the super low carb snacking between meals means no spikes in blood sugar.)

Enter my BFFs : Cheddar + Peanuts ( + Caffeine Free Diet Coke)

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But - it is helping! Sugars are flatter than they were. We no likey the roller coaster effect. IMPOSSIBLE to figure out. 

My endo. always takes notes on the computer during our visit, about any and everything, including just general concerns, conversation we have. So, I jokingly said to her that she should type, "Patient is neurotic perfectionist." But, she said she wouldn't since that applies to her as well. Because, accepting that sugars will never be perfect is part of the treatment.

Happy Monday!

PS - Did y'all know they are trying to get a Diabetic Barbie on the market?!? Do y'all remember my post about all the shiz that would come with a Diabeetus Barbie?


08 April 2012

Happy Easter Shugs!

Thought I'd share this card we got from Anj's Mama & Daddy:

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Happy Easter !!! After church, hubs and I are off to my aunt's house for Easter egg hunting! Hope your holiday is magical! Remember the reason! I will leave you with this video. Beautiful song. Brings tears to my eyes EVERY time.




XOXO,

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06 April 2012

MONEY: easy envelope budget aid = the shiz

Don't go running for the hills. I just wanted to share this app with y'all. 

Might keep you from stranglin your hubs. Might keep him from stranglin you. Or, might help you save for somethin you been wantin forevaaa. Maybe you already know about it.

Well, I am here to make your life easier, sugar pies. You've probably heard of the "envelope" system? Put money in envelopes for certain things? $X for groceries, $X for entertainment, whatever your needs are. When the money's gone, it's gone? Well, Easy Envelope Budget Aid is like a virtual envelope system. It really is super easy. Duh, or I wouldn't do it, much less write about it.

So, background: Andrew and I use the system of a shared bank account for everything. When we first got married, we thought we'd do one shared account for bills/house needs/stuff that's for both of us ... and separate spending accts. But it was a pain in the arse, and there were some things that fell in the "gray" area ... "Why is this coming from my money? I'm not the one who wanted to go to ______ / do _________, blah, blah, blah."

So, we decided, that it would be easier (and so far, way more effective) to set an amount that we have each month for anything that's NOT fixed ... like groceries, going out to eat, shopping, a new mattress, gifts, gas, anything that is NOT a set price each month (like rent/student loans, etc). We personally, only use one "envelope" for all non-fixed spending. But you could set up as many envelopes as you like.

This little app allows me and the hubs to put in a set amount each month for non-fixed spending, and we can both have access because we set both of us up on the acct. (We use the free version, but there are several available that are more detailed and help you analyze your spending, etc.)

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So, for example, when Anj spends money on gas, he records it on the EEBA app, and I can see that the money has been deducted from our spending money for the month when I bring up the app on my phone. When I go to Target and buy e.l.f. products and Diet Coke, Anj can see it. (Just record the total cost.)

It's basically a running tab, "put money in" at the beginning of the month, and "take money out" as you spend it. If you get a refund, or return a purchase, etc, you can just "put that money back in". It's just a running list of addition and subtraction, much like a checkbook would look. It divides up the money left by the number of days left in the month, and it will make a little sad face if you're goin in the hole. It will give you a little message, "You're behind by $75.18. Stop spending for two days?" So cute.

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Then there's the "critical" face - yikesation.

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It's not actually "tied" to any account, so it's up to you to record your spending. It updates immediately, and your spouse can see it. (Or, if you just want to keep up with your own personal spending and are trying to stay within a budget .. works the same way.) Keeps you from having to check a bunch of different statements all the time: bank, this credit card, that credit card, etc.

I love it! And the money left (or debt left :( ) from one month just rolls over to the next. It helps to keep from putting a huge dent in your account one month and feeling like you've totally blown it. Like, maybe if it's 4/28, and we only have a little left for the month of April and I need to get gas, and so does Andrew, and we need to buy groceries, I can put my trip to Sephora off until May's budget. Know what I'm sayin, shugs? Or like when you do make a once-in-a-blue-moon purchase (like tires, mattress, new washing machine, whatever), you can see where the "huge dent" came from and be conscious to try to spend a little less over the next several months.

Anyhoo, it's helped us a lot, so I thought I'd share.

Adios, and good luck! :D

05 April 2012

It's Ok ...

 Hello Sugar Pies! Linking up today ... 




Its Ok Thursdays


* For our 3 year anniversary, Anj and I skipped the fancy dinner and instead went to Bad Daddy's for delicious fatty pie burgers and bomb ass tater tots with awesome dipping sauce and gluten free beer. (It's also okay that we used the timer on our camera to take too many pictures. So patient, the hubs.)

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* I have 3 weeks off from work, and so far have done very little involving leaving my house.

* I drink a lot of Caffeine Free Diet Mt. Dew - at least I'm not cheating on my anti-caffeine mission.

* We had chili for like 6 lunches/suppers in a row. Shit is good.

* To tie a Walmart bag around your hair to avoid messin your hair up in the pourin down rain. (Not me, but some fine ladies there were doing just that.)

* To wear the hubs' Hanes V-neck white T-shirts ... hello, Pinterest:


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* To be thinkin about what I want for the bday (in July...)

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